I hiked in a cave today. For an hour. And then I swam in it. And then I walked 2 miles wearing a wetsuit and the heaviest life jacket ever. And then I walked another mile.
YESSSS!!!
This was not any old flat cave. This was a very uneven cave floor in a very dark cave, with some of it under water and the rest above and I hiked through it for an hour.
I haven’t shared this before but two years ago, I ended up in a wheelchair due to a very incompetent doctor. I was in it and bed-ridden for three months and it took me 3 months to learn how to walk again, by which time I had significant damage to the cartilage in my knees. For all of last year, I wasn’t able to do stairs at all, and was reduced to using handicapped elevators if there were a ton of stairs. I couldn’t sit on the floor comfortably and couldn’t fold my legs in half and it took me months before I could climb in and out of a bath tub.
But today, I did all that. I hiked up and down some very rough terrain, I fell, I scraped my knee, I used a big stick to balance myself. I stepped sideways, forward, back, up, and down big ledges. I had to fold myself in half as I walked, and I had to fold my knees in half. And I enjoyed every freaking minute of it.
I was probably the least well-balanced person of our group. As I said, I had to learn how to walk again, and I don’t think I’m as well-balanced as I used to be. I can no longer stand on one foot for any length of time. My husband made me take a walking stick and took one to keep me company (because on my own I’m too macho to admit I need help).
I was so worried about today. I was sure I would peter out before everyone. I was worried I wasn’t a strong enough swimmer. i was concerned I”d hold everyone up. Well, everyone else there was much younger than us, but I’m happy to say we did not bring up the rear.
Yes I struggled, but I finished it. I love my sleeve.
And btw, my husband is freaking stud muffin. The very-fit instructor dropped his flashlight under water. He tried to dive for it, couldn’t get it. The younger guys are standing around half-heartedly offering to go get it. My 60-year old man says, here, I’ll do it. Off comes his helmet and his life jacket, he dives down and gets it with no fuss.
I almost jumped his bones right there :p
I also now know beyond a shadow of a doubt what I want in my life. If it’s a choice between being skinny and lying by the pool looking gorgeous vs. hiking in a dark, dusty cave, I’m choosing hiking.
Tags: bariatric, exercise, life after vsg, Post-Op Musings, Sleeve gastrectomy, VSG Recovery, WLS